I’m not happy anymore!
Those were the words that I feared the most
to come out of your mouth

But you said it
in a cold bitter tone that made my
heart numb for a while.

How come you didn’t tell me earlier?
I could have stopped myself from falling so hard.
How come I didn’t notice that
you were acting up so cold lately?

Tears won’t fall, I was numb, remember?
but my world was shattered.
I thought I got lost in a dream.
Oh! How I wish it was a dream!
But my dreams too were blown away.

If letting go
will make you happy,
If being away from you
will make you happy,
then I will tear my own heart to pieces
so you can look for your happy ending
without me.
©Pancake Bunnykins


Pancake Bunnykins

An Asian mermaid lost in transition.

I live in an enchanted forest at the end of a rainbow. I have a little window in my room where I can see unicorns playing in the grass field at day and magical fairies dancing under the silvery moon at night.


  1. Telling someone you don’t love them anymore can be one of the hardest things to do. Because deep down, you know you feel something, it’s just that you are confused about what it really is. The words ring hollow sometimes.

    Chin up girl. Things will be better.

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